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I’m beginning to feel a little worn out. No small wonder, of course, but it’s annoying. At this point I just want to sleep. Just curl up and sleep. Just curl up with someone and sleep.

But that’s where it all gets fubarred again. There is no way in Hell I should be this over the moon over someone I’ve barely spent three days with. And yet I am… And don’t get me wrong, it’s fucking brilliant. Annoying and frustrating and scary and AAAAAAAAAHH!!, but brilliant none the less.

Except that it’s not, because I can’t do anything about it right now. Which is annoying. And Frustrating. Ugh. And yet… it really is brilliant. It just needs to stop keeping me up at night. I know, it’s not just that, it’s also work and school and housing and all that other crap, but since it is the one thing that I actually like pondering on, it does seem to be the thing that’s keeping me awake.

And at this point, I really just want to sleep. I’m going round in circles. Rather incoherently at that. Oh well.