Mar 11 2008

you’re not used to being rejected

Published by Brenda at 3:08 pm under Journal

I don’t know what it is lately. I’m tired and grumpy, and that’s it. I’m not wallowing in fits of gloomy depression, the world isn’t going to end, and when it rains it obviously rains on everyone, and not just on me. I guess that means I’m definitely not seventeen anymore. But while the world isn’t ending and woe isn’t me, me is definitely still tired and grumpy, in a more than average kind of way. I decided to skip out on school this afternoon because of said tired grumpiness, just so I could lounge in bed with laptop and book.

Which may actually be exactly what I’m doing now. I guess the lack of quality me-time is getting to me. I went from internship to school to work, all without even a day or two to regain my breath. All I’ve had were some stolen hours/mornings/afternoons which I used to do absolutely nothing, but which then felt wrong because there was still so much to do. Eh. Must empty the mind. Embrace the snooze.

In other, unrelated happy cheerful news: I have booked my tickets to Finland for the summer. :D

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