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I’ve been so irritated lately. I know most of it is just caused by the fact that it’s winter, and dark. That always brings out the inner grump. Now my shoulder hurts too, for some strange reason, which made it very hard to sleep last night. And then the NS fucked up again. And I got rained on. All in all that’s already enough to make me a very, very cranky kitten. But there’s more.

There’s teamwork.

We’re working on an assignment that I could have done all by myself, in the same ammount of time. There’s 4 of us. I want to kill three of us. I am not suicidal. I just can’t stand them anymore. The mere sight of them makes me feel like beating some heads in.

And the fun part? Yesterday was exactly the same. I feel terribly crowded at the moment, as if my time isn’t my own to decide over. I feel like I have to ask for written permission to even go see the doctor for my shoulder tomorrow.

All in all they’re not bad, and they’re not doing much wrong. Aside from existing. Ugh.